This new, as-of-yet-undefined relationship is really quite exciting for me. Never in my life have I been so mentally and emotionally stable coming into a relationship. Nor have I been so content with myself, so I always came into a relationship with a heavy desperation.
It’s not like that this time though. I don’t need to be with someone, but I think I’d very much like to be with him. Or at least give this a chance, and see where it goes.
I like that he seems to be a great mix of maturity and honesty, while still enjoying to have a lot of fun/adventure. He’s got a sense of humour that matches mine quite well. We can spend all of our time laughing together and making fun of each other. He makes me feel confident and good about myself, but yet I know that I am even if I don’t have him to say so.
It really feels like a new chapter of my life all around, and I’m really looking forward to writing this one.
Things with my riding are really coming together, my barn family is so fun and supportive. My friends are some of the greatest people in the world and I love them all to bits. Work is good, new car within a month hopefully. And now I’ve got a cool guy to get to know, too. He’s like the cherry on top.
I guess really this is more about me than a relationship. I have grown so much and I’m doing so well, it just shows a lot more when comparing this relationship to the last. Hopefully things keep progressing well- yet if they don’t, I’m strong enough that I know I can handle it.